So..whats new with me? I bought a place, out in the country, with a whole acre of land. All for me. A private sanctuary, and escape from reality. I am currently redecorating and so that is kind of fun. A lot of work, the place was kind of a wreck. Totally worth it though. I bought a pet tortoise, Queen Azubah, she is very cute and very small. My first pet on my own. My car is falling apart, but i keep getting it fixed, it still has a few good years left. I just keep replacing things and my car just keeps running. Thats where all of my money goes i think, cars are DAMN expensive to keep up. Hmm...what else is new...? i can't think of many things.
My mom is still completely uninterested in my life and my dad is trying to start being in my life again. I am so over it. They should have never had kids. They should have just never met. I don't know how they ever did, i don't really care. I would be so wonderful if i never had to talk t either of them again. I have put up with so much from both of them, and they still don't know how bad it got to be at times. They probably won't ever know. I am okay with that though, i don't need them trying to say how sorry they are, or any of that crap, it just makes things worse.
I am not an interesting person most of the time, i just don't talk very much, i don't have anything to say. People just judge too fast and have their own opinions about me regardless of what is true. If i had a buck for all of the crap spoken about me, the lies and rumors, if only half of them were true , lol. People are all the same, in general. They always want something from me, never actually care about anything, just pretend until they get what they want. And then they leave, thats just life i guess. Or at least my life.
Well, time to go to work, peace~
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