a brief look into my life...

                                       i suppose i should start out my blog with an introduction. So people have some idea of whom i am. My name is Jessica, i am 21 years old and currently living in Ohio. I am not enrolled in any colleges or schooling programs, i graduated from high-school in 2007. I work in a local eating establishment and earn enough money to pay my bills. That's all i can really ask for. Especially in the economy our country is experiencing.I am grateful for the little i have. I do still live with my mother for now, to save money, although i would like to move on my own as soon as possible. I have 4 brothers, 1 older and 3 younger. I am not quite an average 21 year old, i am not out partying every chance i get, i don't sleep around, i have several friends who i am close to, i spend a lot of time with them. I am a little crazier than most people my age. I am not afraid to be my wild self, regardless of who i am with. I would rather get the strange looks than have to pretend to be somebody i am not. I love music, it is my life. I have played the flute for 10 years and dabble with the piano, i am not a serious musician. I just love it so much, it is an awesome form of expression. I also love reading. Books are a great way to escape from reality. I have been through a lot in my life, short as it may be. I have dealt with abuse, depression, death, and so much more. I live now to enjoy every day i have on this Earth. I am not a religious person, but i do believe in God, most of the time. Like any normal person, i have doubts. I don't know what i want to do with the rest of my life. Someday i want to get married, i want to have children, i want to live.I don't want to have any regrets when i die someday. I don't like thunderstorms or rain, it makes everything dark and gloomy. I am a colourseeker!