my weekend was alright, albeit dull. I had to work, so that was completely ruinous. I hate my job, don't take this wrong, because i am very thankful that i have a job at all. However there are days when i absolutely loathe the job i have.
I am watching a movie on Greek mythology, i have always loved mythology. I'm not entirely sure why, i just know i love it. I always wished i could have powers like the Gods of Greece, be a God. Be something other than what i am. I have never really liked being me. I am crazy, completely different, random, and wild. I have never fit in with other people, i have trouble making friends. I always have. Its like a cruel joke played on me by God.
I am going to be hanging out with my friends tonight...it has been awhile since the group has been together, there has been so much drama between us. I think there is always at least one person mad another. I can't handle all of the back-stabbing very easily. It is always over the most obscure, ridiculous things. Sometimes my friends drive me insane.
Yesterday i went to church with my mother, she makes me go every week. I don't mind church, it is the people there that make me so furious. They are so fake, everything is a performance. Its all just for show. I go for my mother, but when i can move away from her i will not be going to church anymore. I hate all the hypocrites. That is what makes me angrier than anything.
My friend asked me to video tape her wedding, i don't really know that i want to...but i feel like i should do it. Which means i won't get to enjoy the wedding at all...Yay me.
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